Conflicting desires º I wanna be a bimbo. A stupid, totally blank airhead with only sex and shoes and makeup in my head. Plastic and superficial in every aspect. Huge silicone tits, huge silicone lips, huge silicone ass and hips. To talk like a dumb slut, to be unable to read or write, to move like a doll, to think about myself like an object, perfectly content with being used at any time. I want to forget all education and experience, i want to lose any complex thinking ability, to occasionally forget even the simplest things, to only be good for fucking and sucking and babbling and giggling. º I wanna be a light-hucow. To have constantly lactating udders, to dress in cow-printed clothes, to always wear a cowbell and a headband with fake horns and ears, to wear a cow-tail plug. I want to moo occasionally without control, and to moo when triggered, helplessly, not noticing i’m mooing until i already did it again. To have little rights on my own body, to be milked whenever and wherever my owner wants me, to not be able to milk myself so that only my owner controls when and where i’ll be reliefed. To be groped and made barebreasted at any moment without caring about it or even noticing if my udders are covered or not. But aside all that, to still act like a human.º I wanna be a full cow. To be kept naked and on all fours all the time. To have a special prosthetics with cloven hooves to put my arms into, which will lenghten my arms for comfortable quadruped life, and similar prosthetics for my legs - with hooves too, just not lenghtening. So that i won’t be able to take them off myself, won’t be able to operate my hands, and will only have four legs and nothing more. I want to have a full-body tattoo with black spots on white background. I want to be unable to speak (only moo), to eat from a trunk, to be washed and milked everyday, to be led on a leash to a walk, to be unable to think, to believe i’m just an animal. To wear a cow-tail plug and think it is my actual tail. Or to wear a tunnel plug to be unable to control my bowels. Or to be permanently stretched so that i won’t be able to control defecation because my hole will be permanently huge and gaping, like a good cow’s hole should be. And i don’t know what to choose,which goal to follow. This is a very hard choice.I’m glad i don’t have to make it immediately and still have plenty of time. #goals #training #cow #bimbo #bimbofication #cow #training #bimbo #training #bambi #hucow #hypnosis