I gagged on my 11" dildo and punched my face to see a camgirls tits.

I have this one russian camgirl who always encourage me to suck my dildo for her and she always make me cum before she's naked. So I asked her if she would show me her tits, I would fuck my throat with my dildo 1 minute, then punch myself 5 times - then continue sucking for 2 minutes before punching myself 10 times. She gladly agrees and once I saw her tits I went in to a trance. I gagged so hard and punched my face for her (which surprised her at first but she quickly started playing her role going “yes, harder baby. Hhhot”), it was messy and I was totally done when I logged of. Out of breath, saliva and cum alll over me. My lips felt sore, must have punched a bit too hard as I got excited. Now it’s two days later and it is all I can think about. Except. I want it to be her doing this to me, gagging me with a strapon, as she smiles and says “yes, suck it. Harder. Hhhot” and slapping/punching me when I can’t breathe anymore until I beg her to stop so I can get my throat fucked again.