You try and forget but your can't... because they were so much of a part of your life. So many things remind you of them and all it takes is the right situation, the right smell, the right sound. It doesn’t matter what stimulates it but then the memories come flooding back. They overwhelm you, they dig deep into your soul and touch all those places you thought you had very carefully built strong walls around, but to those memories they may as well be wet tissue paper.
Those memories have no respect for the situation, the place, the moment, anything. They just get triggered and nothing you can do will stop them. Suddenly you are reliving a moment in your life and it does not matter if it was fun, funny, loving, sexual or anything else, just suddenly there it is. People can tell because of the sudden far away look in your eye, the little half smile or the sudden appearance of a tear as it rolls down your cheek.
This my only last a brief second but in your mind it seems like hours. The joy, the pain, the heartbreak all comes flooding into your mind and it wipes out whatever was there and then you are completely out of control and it is the worst feeling ever because in your mind you think you are in control but really you are very very far removed from that notion. This is the life of people who have loved deeply and been crushed.
You try and forget, but you can’t… #love #heartbreak #life #memories #insanity
Those memories have no respect for the situation, the place, the moment, anything. They just get triggered and nothing you can do will stop them. Suddenly you are reliving a moment in your life and it does not matter if it was fun, funny, loving, sexual or anything else, just suddenly there it is. People can tell because of the sudden far away look in your eye, the little half smile or the sudden appearance of a tear as it rolls down your cheek.
This my only last a brief second but in your mind it seems like hours. The joy, the pain, the heartbreak all comes flooding into your mind and it wipes out whatever was there and then you are completely out of control and it is the worst feeling ever because in your mind you think you are in control but really you are very very far removed from that notion. This is the life of people who have loved deeply and been crushed.
You try and forget, but you can’t… #love #heartbreak #life #memories #insanity