Today I’m kinda done… Because of being tired of learning and quite eager to try stuff I decided to take a break and do some selffisting. At the very beginning I wasn’t expecting much to be honest. It always end with me being tired etc. Rectum becomes sore after some time and generally speaking body tells thats its right time to end. This. Time. Was. Different. I still cant get myself over it since Im so shaken. I knew something was different after I felt something like pulsing sensation -