Real Men dont have any thoughts about sucking on a dick or getting fucked by a man.
Sucking on your knees is a submissive sissy action towards a dominant stronger person you surrender.
Getting fucked is the ultimate submission because you let him make you his priority by giving up your ass for him to use.
With these thoughts you cant be a Real Man,and you never were.
Accept that your feelings and fantasies, if sucking a cock or just the thought of it makes you sexually aroused that means you are an inferior male.
Enjoy the surrendering and the inferiority suck a big dick,take it in your ass and cum like a girl you are inside.