confused-boyfriend @confused-boyfriend

The first time I understood, but tried to deny that there is a major problem was when I learned of the first cheating instance. Up to that point everything seemed like a fairy-tale and although she did it in an absolutely vicious way and it broke my heart I forgave her. As time went on I would have to forgive her four more times. The final time I understood there was a problem was when I caught myself having problems staying hard and thoughts about her cheating became the only thing that helped