The heroin, brown and most enticing
Was my paramour’s truest of desires.
My love was worthless and unexciting,
When compared to that eternal of fires.
There was nothing i would not give to her
To prove a love I thought was worth the time.
All the wondering, of one thing i’m sure
I was a means to drugs, and you unkind.
You will never know how much i hurt,
Though my sociopath will lie constant,
I hope that whatever john lifts your skirt,
Can endure the lies, abuse incessant.
Can the twelve steps teach you how to be more worthwhile.
Or will him paying for your fix get your false smile.

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