Those memories anabolic steroid shark testosterone crazy guido Jersey sweat towel sort of strong. Rottweiler leashed ice cold U4EA night, a backpack with enough time for me for infinity. Now so much as then trauma stains enhibit just about everything. I remember paradise, not a place so much as a paralyzing presence of perfection. Pantomime, guess It was never mine, un-ownable pure like… Sunshine. Still though add that it was a raging good time to the way Happiness wasn’t un-atainable but Omni-present luminescence amidst darkest circumstance. Se la vie I weep for what will never be. #abdias #chiathepunisher #poetry #art #beauty #memories #brutality #fear